Is that all SGP Air can offer?
Dear All,It has been a year since i do a blog update. Fuck la..so many things happened in the past one year and i have learnt many things and know ppl along the way.
After working for Siemens for 8 months, i decided to take a leap of FAITH..I think it should be a leap of FUCK and pursue my dreams to serve in the air to becoome Sgp CC. I am sorry as i am unable to use the name of my company due to confidentiality issues.
O my god. i do understand that humans resist change and i am now undergoing it now. The whole new shit culture is getting on my nerves and majority of the ppl seems so artifical and fake. In short, PLASTIC..O god, i just remember the Aqua song, I am barbie girl in a barbie world, life is plastic and it is fantastic.
As much as i hated desk bound job, i felt that at Siemens i was treated with respect and i was treated like an adult. The smiles and greetings are genuine and the vibe is friendly and nice. When i report to work everytime now, fear grapped me and i have no idea which A** and i going to work with.
The uncertainty and fear that loomed above my head has caused so much stress in me. In the eyes of many ppl, we are the elegant swans walking down the aisle like a supermodel modelling for CHANEL. CCB, this work is more tedious than what i can ever imagine. Many of my bosses at Siemens were shocked by my departure. But i decided to move on to try what i always wanted to do.
With the stupid bond, I am unable to leave unless i pay the hefty sum of money. My best friend told me that just give myself 3 months and things will turn better. Till then , i wouldnt want to leave anymore as the lifestyle is simply fantastic.
Ok I have strike 4th Sep 2013 as my independence day. The reason why i key in this entry is to remind myself how much shit i have gone through in the phrase of pursuing my dream. In life, we have to make decisions. No matter what decision you make, you will be the one answering for it. Till date i have no regrets, as least i have tried.
In addition, i missed working the nice and intelligent ppl at siemens. I am happy that i was given the opportunity to work with the directors and managers whom never once bossed me around with their ranks and status. Right now, it is a whole new different game and people. I am starting to get sick of this feeling of taking in the humble pie and saying sorry everytime.
No doubt that the work at Siemens is highly stressful but at least i am treated like an adult. I have no idea whether all this boils down to my EGO. I am thankful to my mom who put me through university and i know that i can do something else once i finished my bond. During this period, my aim is to save some money and bring my family out for a holiday.
In short, this is one of the most dreadful moment in my life.
posted by farkedfaced @ 6:53 PM
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