Is that all SGP Air can offer?
Dear All,
It has been a year since i do a blog update. Fuck la..so many things happened in the past one year and i have learnt many things and know ppl along the way.
After working for Siemens for 8 months, i decided to take a leap of FAITH..I think it should be a leap of
FUCK and pursue my dreams to serve in the air to becoome Sgp CC. I am sorry as i am unable to use the name of my company due to confidentiality issues.
O my god. i do understand that humans resist change and i am now undergoing it now. The whole new shit culture is getting on my nerves and majority of the ppl seems so artifical and fake. In short, PLASTIC..O god, i just remember the Aqua song, I am barbie girl in a barbie world, life is plastic and it is fantastic.
As much as i hated desk bound job, i felt that at Siemens i was treated with respect and i was treated like an adult. The smiles and greetings are genuine and the vibe is friendly and nice. When i report to work everytime now, fear grapped me and i have no idea which A** and i going to work with.
The uncertainty and fear that loomed above my head has caused so much stress in me. In the eyes of many ppl, we are the elegant swans walking down the aisle like a supermodel modelling for CHANEL.
CCB, this work is more tedious than what i can ever imagine. Many of my bosses at Siemens were shocked by my departure. But i decided to move on to try what i always wanted to do.
With the stupid bond, I am unable to leave unless i pay the hefty sum of money. My best friend told me that just give myself 3 months and things will turn better. Till then , i wouldnt want to leave anymore as the lifestyle is simply fantastic.
Ok I have strike 4th Sep 2013 as my independence day. The reason why i key in this entry is to remind myself how much shit i have gone through in the phrase of pursuing my dream. In life, we have to make decisions. No matter what decision you make, you will be the one answering for it. Till date i have no regrets, as least i have tried.
In addition, i missed working the nice and intelligent ppl at siemens. I am happy that i was given the opportunity to work with the directors and managers whom never once bossed me around with their ranks and status. Right now, it is a whole new different game and people. I am starting to get sick of this feeling of taking in the humble pie and saying sorry everytime.
No doubt that the work at Siemens is highly stressful but at least i am treated like an adult. I have no idea whether all this boils down to my
EGO. I am thankful to my mom who put me through university and i know that i can do something else once i finished my bond. During this period, my aim is to save some money and bring my family out for a holiday.
In short, this is one of the most dreadful moment in my life.
Graduation Ceremony 23 08 2011
Hi everyone! I am doing good and work has been ok so far. My graduation ceremony is coming and i am not really looking forward to it. The only thing that made me signed up is because the btiches and asses are going. Finally, i am done with all those fucking stupid and pain in the ass essays and now i am working. As much as i dislike me work, i hate school even more. It just made me so tired and even though u put in tons of effort, it might not reflected in your assignments. Ok done with all the Kping. I think my photoshop skills are good and i think i look STUNNING in this pic. The intensity in the eyes, the bending of the of my back and the overall editing is just superb. The school should just use my pic and send it out as invitation cover to all my school mates. Ok these few days i have been suffering from dry skin and i hope the moisturizer i use will make me look youthful again.
...Lustylester Signing off...
Overoming the Ordeal
Hi everyone..First of all, i would like to say Happy Birthday Singapore..Ok i got to admit that i am extremely proud to be a Singaporean despite the fact that the increased in the living cost is a pain in my ass..Ok whatever, the main problem that has been bothering me will be my new job. I am still adapting and i think i am taking it better now. Last week was a total shit as my mom thought that i seeped into depression because after work i would bathe and sleep..I know that desk bound is not for me but still i wanna to try and my BFF JOANNA say that my tolerance is low if i call it QUIT after one week..So i decided to stick it through the first month..
Waking up early for work isnt my cup of tea and i get really frustrated when i have to wake up at 730 every morning. CCB and i tend to compare my time at LV with the time i spent at SIemens..Of course i felt that the time at LV is so much better because i get to interact non-stop and working at Siemens, i got to interact only with the computer which i hated the most because i don want to hurt my beatiful lasik eyes. Its a female domintaed field whereby i am the only male in the office. I am perfectly ok with the opposite sex but working in the office can be quite boring man as the screening of resumes just make me doze off...Initally, my mom don understand why i have a hard time adpating to the work and why my sister can do so well in the office whereas i just cant stand the typing sound of the keyboard..
I spent most of my lunch break with my female colleagues and there was once i kena BIRD DROPPINGS when i was sitting under the bird..FUCK U BIRD...I took up this job because its not easy to get to work in a MNC and i got to admit that there isnt much of bitchyness in the office because most if my colleagues are younger than me and everyone is assigned to get their things done so the level of interaction in quite limited...Btw, i am LV BTICH trained..so i believed that i am trained in handling NONSENSCIAL colleagues..
The topics that gals talked are normally pregnancy, housework, menses and i am done with all this talking..Only if they are talking abt their sex experiences, then i will be more interested. So after lunch, i will head to the lounge to sleep..I don care how others look at me..I will just find a table and lie my ass on it..Ccb, i need to take power nap because working in the HR department can be quite hectic.. Fuck man, i looked stress even in my sleep..
See, even my shit has lost its glimmering power..So everyday after work, i will make an effort to run at the reservior and i don use the com the moment i reached home. This is to reduce the contact with radiation i faced at work everyday..I need to fight the signs of ageing and when i get my pay next month, i will buy ESTEE LAUDER advanced night repair sia.. Hydi, if u even go overseas again, pls help me buy k...i will visit mother in law when i am free..I am trying to break free from depression now..
..Walking back to the office..
Its so fuck man..I spent close to $100 to buy business wear and i think i look good in it though i am too skinny..I have been running for the past week and i think i hurt my knee man..Fuck i think i over run le..Its ok i will recover in no time and i hope i can train for a bigger build while working at siemens because they have a gym man..
The only time i get free from depression is the time when i knocked off at 6. I make a point to eat good food when i am out of the office to reward myself of a day of hard work..Ok nothing much to update becasue i got to start working tomo..
..LV party at HARD ROCK is just
AMAZING..
This is Ryan.S. the host for the AMERICA Idol..O god, he don even look good when he was young..But now..Fucking handsome sia..
JUST LIKE ME
Lustylester Siging off
Stepping into BRAND NEW BOUNDARY
Hi everyone! I am doing great and i do hope all of u are doing good as well la. O god, as i least expected, i got a job with SIEMENS and i will be starting work in the 1st of AUGUST..This is so CCB and my last day at LV is on the 31st July..My job title is a HR Executive CUM Adminstrator. I did prepare for the interview and i didn expect the HR manager to select me out of 8 candidates who were eyeing for this position. I think i did impress the lady during my interview and now i need to suck it up and get ready to deliver of what is expected man. It can be depressing at times because i am not sure did i make the right choice because a desk dounf job isnt what i want..Thinking back upon the ADECCO days just sent shivers down my spine..However, if i choose to stay at LV, i might not be able to put my degree into good use and being in the comfort zone for so long, i think its time for me to push boundaries and challenge myself since its only a yr of contract job. I just did my body check and i do hope i am able to clear it la..I got to admit that SIEMENS is a MNC and they even have a gym in the building..I felt honoured because i only 8 months of HR experiences and they are willing to try me out to fill the only position they have..
My sexy shot at LV store room. I have been with LV for 2 years and the sense of belonging and attachement is so strong man..Majority of my colleagues are nice and now we have quite a number of new staff and i clicked with them instantly, thus its kind of sad that i am leaving this place. From the LV parties to D AND D, I was invited and i do have a hell loads of fun with my colleagues. It will such a waste that i am not able to buy LV products sia..
I wanted a KEEPALL 45 DAMIER GRAPHITE.
Just imagine how sauve i will be when i run in the rain with this bag
..So MANLY and SEXY..
I am down with dry cough and i can feel that my LUNGS are abt to be coughed out by me sia..Tomo LV will have a party at hard rock and we will have a chance to party and watch Kumar perform man..I do hope that my throat will recover by tomo la...This is my favourite IT guy and he is from China, Jiangsu..Look at his face so editorial and strong.. and his FLAWLESS skin is just so commendable..Ok when i start working, i will let my hair grow and hope in time to come i will look like him man..BTW, his name is FeI wang.
Both chinese but different Appeal
Pardon me for the droppy eyes
Lustylester Signing off
Just when u are about to give up, what is the main reason for u to suck it up for so long?
Hi everyone, i am doing ok..Though i am still jobless, i didn't whine much because as compared those disgusting school days, i am so much better off now.. I was depressed because i didn get the job that i wanted. I waited for 2 months for this interview and i failed to impress the interviewer just because my walk is too weak...Ccb, they are not employing models to walk on the runway right..This is so MOTHER FUCKER SWAY...only Hydi can sense my frustration la....I cant give up now as i have been holding onto this for so damn long man..2 more months from now and i am going to give it a shot....Hydi, just give me more try and i swear we will fly the sky together someday.. I think i will go and buy steroids tomo..
If u guys have been watching the news, Shop and Save is revamping itself to fight against other major supermarkets. If u are able to do the Shop and Save dance, u might be the lucky one chosen to get $15,000...I think i should work on it since i am so free now..Fuck man, why SQ doesnt want me man! Nb i never want to join tiger leh..
Lustylester Signing off
